

MentalEmotions constantly crash around me Making my brightest days into the darkest of nights Can be within seconds of each other Others taking days to change into another Almost always leaving a path of disaster in it's wake There has to be a way to tame it Some kind of turn off button for my life So tired of hurting the people I love The pill bottles pile up in the trash can next to the bed Broken glasses and trinkets shattered around the room The chaos here illustrates the havoc in my mind There is pain in everyone's eyes A pain that has scarred their vision of meMental


EscapeThere is a tear running down my cheek I can see the disappointment in your eyes You don't need to say the words this time I am well aware of how you feel once again I screwed up all on my ownEscape
Kneeling on the floor against the bedroom door No one coming in and no one leaving right now I need to talk to you
I need you to listen to me this time No more running away and hiding No more changing the subject and pretending This is real, so much more real than you want to believe But this is my life, and always will be I look down blankly into my shaking hands I kne


I'm OkThe face on the other side of the mirror is no longer mine It is twisted in agony and anguish waiting for the pain to stop The mind and soul that lies behind those pretty hazel eyes is scared Wondering if the sanity that is me will ever reappear I close my eyes to the sound of the voices and the screaming My hands grip the edge of the sink and I shake my head violently I've fought so hard to be alright, to be safe and healthy I've worked so hard to stay on this earth, if not for me then him I can't leave him now, I love him too much to hurt him But who can ever love a psychopath, really loI'm Ok


HeartbrokenCold skin Shaking hands Ragged breath I sit on the floor in the corner Staring blankly into the wood My heart races My mind is screaming What have I done this time I am naked and wet Water drips from my long hair into my eyes I am too frozen to move I stay curled into myself My hands open to the air My head bowed into my knees I'm crying but you wouldn't know it My body shudders only when I breath The pain in my heart is so unforgivable I can feel it breaking The longer I think about it The more I remember it His touch on myHeartbroken
very open and emotionally clear poems in your gallery
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*~HoneyValentine~*
*Stop worrying about the future and live your life for today..have fun and let go of the heartache..follow your dreams and be happy*
Just stopping by to give you some random-ness fun.
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Even the smallest group of people can make a difference, one's desire can change it all. ^^
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"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who
mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
- Dr. Seuss
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*~HoneyValentine~*
*Stop worrying about the future and live your life for today..have fun and let go of the heartache..follow your dreams and be happy*
I love your poems, so full of emotion~
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Even the smallest group of people can make a difference, one's desire can change it all. ^^
thanks so much darlin
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*~HoneyValentine~*
*Stop worrying about the future and live your life for today..have fun and let go of the heartache..follow your dreams and be happy*
I just like to spread laughter. ^^
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Even the smallest group of people can make a difference, one's desire can change it all. ^^
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