

Forgive MeI sit in wonder all day long It's been months now My head reels in what ifs I cry alone in my dreams I try to picture the future I miss you so much And I never even knew you I ended your life As quickly as it was started I hope that if we ever meet Somewhere in life and time That you can forgive me for that I wanted you to live I wanted to get to know you I wish I could have held you To name you and watch you grow But I was sick and weak And I didn't want to risk losing you I didn't want to risk losing myself anymore You never wouForgive Me


ViolatedHome alone again Lights are off Getting ready to go out for awhile Knock on the door Who could that possibly be My skin grows cold I answer it My neighbor from upstairs Nothing to worry about I let out a soft breath He comes inside We chat as always I've got a funny feeling Something isn't right here What do you want He touches me gently It doesn't feel good I don't want this He has to go home My body freezes I smile at him In my head I'm screaming for help But my mouth stays silent My kitten plays on the fViolated


Why Now?My heart is steady My life content But something is wrong I feel a pulse in my chest Something that hasn't been there A feeling I pushed away months ago I turn around slowly Not wanting to believe what is there Your presence makes me shake You can see the underlying fear in my eyes My skin crawls with goosebumps I try to resist the temptation to run The urge is strong But my heart is stronger It tells me to stay To let you speak But I don't want to hear it I stand staring at you At your tall strong physique The arms that used to hWhy Now?


I think you should knowShe still has a hard time these days Thinking of you and all that you were She was hoping that you would remember The times that they spent together All the memories that you made Today is her birthday And she wondered if you knew She'll spend it with friends sure People surrounding her who love her Having fun and pretending to be happy She'll have a couple drinks Clink a few classes and say cheers But it just won't feel the same She is moving on slowly There is a new man tonight He treats her right Listens to her like you never did Doesn't hI think you should know
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*~HoneyValentine~*
*Stop worrying about the future and live your life for today..have fun and let go of the heartache..follow your dreams and be happy*
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*~HoneyValentine~*
*Stop worrying about the future and live your life for today..have fun and let go of the heartache..follow your dreams and be happy*
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*~HoneyValentine~*
*Stop worrying about the future and live your life for today..have fun and let go of the heartache..follow your dreams and be happy*
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